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Monday, 4 March 2013

LOVE..What Does it implies?




What is"LOVE"

 If asked me, i will  say there is no such thing and there are only situations.But still it exists as some inner force or driving force in life.Its hard for every body to accept its not ever existing.
There are people who believe in God and those who don't.From the believer's side he find himself a dependence or console in God .The belief that there is an almighty to remove the sorrows and adversities urges him to face tomorrow.
Similarly,  Love is also something which urges to live tomorrow.Nobody desires to think love is mortal.All are adatpted in this world to believe in miracles and extreme lucks.It cannot be blamed since we cannot live without a cause.
But the fact is always fact .We should be ready to accept that love is just for an occasion or a term or even a its a momentary phenomenon.The time and the sitations decides what to be loved and how long it should remain.
I feels the only love which can be considered to be everlasting or  selfless may be the love of parents towards children, especially the one of mother's. But unfortunately in  todays world where even  marriage and the relationships  turns in to a business or a type of deal, i doubt whether i can say it true  for todays parents.Sacrificing parents will soon become a part of history of mankind.
At  the beginning of our journey as an infant ,we need our parents love and care. In turn respect , obedience, humbleness etc are returned.Is it from the bottom of our heart.May be. If not ?. then also we will be. Because we need that security  and the situation demand it.We fear to loss it.
As time passes what we desire and how much we need changes.We starts ourselves to compare with others.
The focus shifts from what the parents provide us to ,what they dont or not able to.

The ride from a child to a youth makes a lot of changes in the affection towards parents.A realization that the parents will provide though how we are or its the duty of parents to provide  alters the attitude.We become rude and often arguments also.


(to be cont.)

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