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ഏകാന്തതയെ ഞാൻ ഇഷ്ട്ടപെടുന്നു .അല്ലെങ്കിൽ ഇന്നത്തെ അവസ്ഥയിൽ എനിക്ക് കൂടുതൽ ഇണങ്ങുന്നത് അതാവാം.പോയകാലം,അതിൽ കുഴിച്ചുമൂടപെട്ട ഓർമ്മകൾ -ഓർക്കാൻ എനിക്ക് പലതുമുണ്ട് ,എന്റെ ബാല്യം,കളിക്കൂട്ടുകാർ,വലിപ്പ ചെറുപ്പം ഇല്ലാത്ത വ്യഗ്രതകൾ ഇല്ലാത്ത ഓർമ്മകൾ, കൗമാരം, അടക്കി പിടിച്ച നഷ്ട്ട ബോധം.,അറിഞ്ഞോ അറിയാതയോ കണ്ടു മുട്ടിയ വ്യക്തികൾ,മനസിന്‌ പോറൽ ഏല്പിച്ച അനുഭവങ്ങൾ..അങ്ങനെ ഒരുപാട്..
ഏകാന്തതയിൽ ഞാൻ അറിയാതെ എന്റെ മനസ് സഞ്ചരിച്ച വഴികളിലൂടെ,സങ്കല്പ്പങ്ങളിലെ സാമ്രാജ്യത്തിൽ ഞാൻ എന്നാ ചോദ്യം ചെയ്യാ പെടാത്ത വ്യക്തി മാത്രം ആവുമ്പോൾ..

Saturday, 30 March 2013

"Thirumandhakunnu Pooram"

Thirumandhakunnu Pooram -My experiences

The temple of Thirumandhakunnu.

Thirumandhakunnu temple is one of the famous Hindu temples located in Angadippuram, a place located very near to perinthalamanna in Malappuram district in Kerala. Its about a distance of less than 4 kms , a journey lasting  8 minutes from Perinthalmanna to the temple.The chief Deity ( Prathishta) of the temple is Goddess "Bhagavathi" locally known as "Thirumandhakunnilamma" the Patron of Valluvanad Kings  who ruled the area  once.The other deities of the temple includes
Lord Shiva and Lord Ganesha.
The temple is located on a hill top and offers the devotees (bhakthas) a mindblowing atmosphere with  lot of greenery around.
The temple is well known for its festival known as Thirumandhakunnu Pooram conducted each year constituting special rituals performed as a offering to  Bhagavan (God) and Bhagavathi(Goddess) for sustaining the glory of the temple and for the well being of the devotees of Thirumandhakunnu Kshetram(temple).The unique feature of Thirumandhakunnu pooram is that , the festival is conducted for both Bhagavan and Bhagavathi at the same time.The festival is usually conducted in the months of March -April lasting for 11 days.

The glorious Thirumandhakunnu Pooram



The image of the the Thirumandhakunnu Bhagavathi.






Though I am not a regular visiter to the temple, i have always enjoyed the occasions i was there ,since the temple atmosphere over the hill top after climbing numerous steps gives immense pleasure  and peace of mind.
Thirumandhakunnu pooram which usually occurs at March/April months lasts for 11 days.I usually tries my level best to find some leave and be there atleast for one or two days each year.The pooram is really a great experience especially in the final days.Its really great to watch the Ezhunallippu" with elephant maestros carrying the the " Thidambu" accompanied by the "Melam" performed by eminent artists from the state.






The "Thidambu" idol of  the goddess  lifted by an elephant maestro during the 
"Ezhunallippu"





Atleast once in the  11 days has been a  habit of mine in the past three years.Last two years i went during the earlier days while this year on the 9 th day.During the earlier days the "Ezhunallipu" will be accompanied by three elephants while on the concluding days5 eleohants will increase the charm of the festival.



The ezhunallipu during one of the final days accompanied by 5 elephants





Apart from this the attraction is the "melam" which includes eminent artists performing "chenda , kuzhal, kombu,ilathalam," etc.Getting absorbed in the crowd and enjoying the sound of melam is an unforgettable experience.Along with rhythm of melam ,people carrying the decorates like "venjaamaram, anthalavattam,"over the elephant will move it in a unique style .

The movement of decorates with melam




The pooram also includes some other attractions like pooram stalls.Both sides of the road from entry to the temple will be occupied by stalls like fancy stalls,food corners and many other . The stalls will be equipped with everything to attact children &  ladies like toys,fancy jewellery items, colurful bangles etc.Also it gives us an oppurtunity watch many items from different parts of south India like handicrafts from TamilNadu, paintings,clothes etc.Usually we feels that pooram is satisfied to cent percent only after the  purchase of atleast some thing from the pooram stall....

The 11 th day which is the concluding day will be seen with thousands of people attending the grand festival..Actually the pooram is also a cause for the meet of  local people who are working in different parts of the country and outside it for their living.Atleast once in a year they meet each other during the pooram.So for them and others  its again another long one year wait for the "Pooram" next year to return to the good old days with every one................


Monday, 4 March 2013

LOVE..What Does it implies?




What is"LOVE"

 If asked me, i will  say there is no such thing and there are only situations.But still it exists as some inner force or driving force in life.Its hard for every body to accept its not ever existing.
There are people who believe in God and those who don't.From the believer's side he find himself a dependence or console in God .The belief that there is an almighty to remove the sorrows and adversities urges him to face tomorrow.
Similarly,  Love is also something which urges to live tomorrow.Nobody desires to think love is mortal.All are adatpted in this world to believe in miracles and extreme lucks.It cannot be blamed since we cannot live without a cause.
But the fact is always fact .We should be ready to accept that love is just for an occasion or a term or even a its a momentary phenomenon.The time and the sitations decides what to be loved and how long it should remain.
I feels the only love which can be considered to be everlasting or  selfless may be the love of parents towards children, especially the one of mother's. But unfortunately in  todays world where even  marriage and the relationships  turns in to a business or a type of deal, i doubt whether i can say it true  for todays parents.Sacrificing parents will soon become a part of history of mankind.
At  the beginning of our journey as an infant ,we need our parents love and care. In turn respect , obedience, humbleness etc are returned.Is it from the bottom of our heart.May be. If not ?. then also we will be. Because we need that security  and the situation demand it.We fear to loss it.
As time passes what we desire and how much we need changes.We starts ourselves to compare with others.
The focus shifts from what the parents provide us to ,what they dont or not able to.

The ride from a child to a youth makes a lot of changes in the affection towards parents.A realization that the parents will provide though how we are or its the duty of parents to provide  alters the attitude.We become rude and often arguments also.


(to be cont.)